"The Daze" - (This is about meeting people while you sleep)

Walking Wondering alone at night
I stopped and saw the dark of light.

Crazed embrace of warmth and heat
Stumbling strangers often meet.

After sleep mazed with thought
Fell asleep when I walked.

Awake again or so I think
Blink just twice and lost the link.

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"The drug friendship"

I see you withering away frome grace
I see the sickness in your face

This drug has taught you a lesson
the lesson is depression

Your body becomes mud
you have poison in your blood

Looking in the mirror you start to lie
and some day soon you will die

you feed on other peoples ignorance
as you build up your mental fence

insecurity becomes your best friend
sanity is something you pretend

can you tell me how does it feel
hanging around depraved people who deal

you tell me "can you imagine for a second
living your whole life in a weekend

if you get clean you'll always be the same
always wanting more and feeling quite lame

so be who you are and leave me be
because one day soon I will be free"

I realize I can't turn this around
thinking of just me and now i've found

that your life is yours and i'll be a friend
i'll stand by you until the end

respecting differance lending confidence

you cannot change anyone you can only be their friend
chaos and dramma till the end..

I get my confidence through the straight edge scene
I've got my head held high but I remember what i've seen

I love you all no matter how you treat yourself
I'll see you on the other side and we'll be friends

Until that day we can live our lifes and worry not because we'll be fine.

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"When you wake up"

One morning when you wake up
you’ll wonder who you are.

You’ll think of what you’ve done
as you get into your car.

Reminiscing on past regrets
thinking of friendship depths.

Espresso shots to hype your day
you start to throw your hope away.

The news the fear the conformity
The boredom the sloth the days that pass.

Why does nothing ever last?

Reaching for meaning you search the sects
looking through ancient texts.

Realizing that life doesn’t matter the end is the end
but nothing shatters.

When it’s over it is done you’ll never worry when it’s come.

Life is a game that you can’t win because there’s no competition
no goal no sin.

It’s as if the movies over or the book is complete
you’ll think back fondly about who you meet.

The laws of life no longer apply there is no regrets no worry no time.

Understanding is not something you’ll get taught you’ll realize that it was never lost.

Return if you want but there is no hurry because there are no rules and definitely no jury.

So take some peace while your here and realize there is nothing to fear...